HARDEST VIDEO I EVER FILMED | DESI PERKINS

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  • Boston Mom
    Boston Mom 1 gün önce

    I also struggled to get pregnant. Turns out I didn't ovulate. Doctor prescribed Clomid. Got pregnant the first month on it. Then for my second child, I took it for two months and got pregnant.
    It WILL happen for you!!!!! XOXO

  • All Things Rami
    All Things Rami 4 gün önce

    Overcoming such adversity only shows the courage you have from within. You are one of the few people I watch. My situation is different, I'm a widow but since I watched this, i felt encouraged to finally come out of my shell and start my youtube channel. I really hope one day I am brave enough to share our love story and tragedy. But for now I just create content that keeps me busy and is fun! Thank you for sharing your struggles because there are not enough real people out there and before starting my own channel that was one thing I based it on. Keeping it real! No fluff! I hope oneday my channel grows to inspire people as has yours!
    Thank you for being you and keeping it 100.

  • moureen wanjiku
    moureen wanjiku 4 gün önce

    Praying for you lovely lady awwww this is so heart breaking sowwiiieeee 😩😩

  • Jazzy J
    Jazzy J 5 gün önce

    Dammit fucked my makeup up before i was done with it

  • Jazzy J
    Jazzy J 5 gün önce

    You 2 are amazing together ❤

  • Pam Friar
    Pam Friar 6 gün önce

    Thank you for sharing such a private & hurtful part of your life I experienced the same many years ago so I seriously understand just give it to God

  • Melissa Alanskas
    Melissa Alanskas 6 gün önce

    God bless you!

  • Adrianna Dawn
    Adrianna Dawn 1 hafta önce

    I remember watching this video the day it came out. I cried because I felt & seen the pain in your face. Here I am months later understanding your pain & crying because I am also living your pain to an extent. I pray for you & your husband. Thank you for sharing this, it truly does help us women who are also struggling..

  • tiffany dollarhyde
    tiffany dollarhyde 1 hafta önce

    You are SO brave! God has plans for you and he will always guide you and give you a path. He has bigger plans for you. Prayers for you and Steven. You guys are going to make wonderful parents. God bless you!

  • BettyBlu
    BettyBlu 1 hafta önce

    Love you Desi. Your brave and beautiful, inside and out. What is meant to be, will be. You'll have a family and be a great Mom...no matter how it happens. I wish you so much happiness. xo

  • Elizabeth Blanford
    Elizabeth Blanford 1 hafta önce

    The book "Life Changing Foods" by Anthony Williams has a section on infertility and foods to get pregnant and having a healthy pregnancy

  • Angel Franks
    Angel Franks 1 hafta önce

    Dear Lord Jesus Christ I am coming to you oh Lord and I’m asking you to let Desi Perkins to be able to give birth to a child and get to knew what the true meaning what true love really is when she holds her on child in her on arms and her and her husband get that beautiful gift from you dear Lord you said that if I come to you in your name my Farther Lord Jesus Christ that you will bless them with a beautiful baby one of the other or both a boy and a girl babies and I say this again in your name my Farther Lord Jesus Christ amen 🙏.

  • Angel Franks
    Angel Franks 1 hafta önce

    Desi you are not by your self I also lost a baby a very long time ago and I didn’t even know that I was going to have a baby I was in a drug rehab and one day they had me to help take off a tiller off of a truck and after that I started bleeding so very very bad and they had the nerve to tell me that god would take care of it they didn’t even take me to the Hospital to have a DNC done and they didn’t take me they just made me lay in bed and I would have blood from my chin and to my feet I was was covered in blood I cried so much it was so very very hard and after that for a very very long time I thought that I could not have a baby but in 1996 I had my first baby girl and when I saw her I melt I cried of happiness. So I know how you are feeling. I wish you the best I hope one day that you get to have a baby to feel that hole in your heart that you have.

  • Jeane Alinea
    Jeane Alinea 1 hafta önce

    i love you

  • Kasey Hall
    Kasey Hall 2 hafta önce

    I'm so sorry everything will be ok 🤗

  • Meshia Lattimore
    Meshia Lattimore 2 hafta önce

    god bless you and your family.. surrogacy is an option. usually women get pregnant after that..once they stop thinking about it..

  • Preet Wirring
    Preet Wirring 2 hafta önce

    This is my first time ever commenting on bloggers or celebrities video (it’s your wish desi what you want to call it either blogger or influencer or celebrity, you are all to me tbh♥️♥️) this video just came from your heart♥️, those tears you were wiping off but in some other situations i have done its same ♥️. Those tears were from core of your heart and I could feel that. I hope desi you get all you want and be mother of a beautiful baby you ever dreamt off♥️. I know you won’t even see the message but always love and blessings for you my beautiful love ♥️♥️♥️♥️. You are someone I can relate too and I don’t know why! Love you always ♥️. I hope you wake upto this coz you deserve this ♥️😂🙏🏻

  • Sentea Maria Ramona
    Sentea Maria Ramona 2 hafta önce

    God blees you!

  • shanon dunkelbarger
    shanon dunkelbarger 2 hafta önce

    This is one of the most awful pain you can feel. I am so so sorry you have to go through this on your journey to mother hood. This just brought me back to my 6 years of infertility and all the heart break I felt during that time the soul crushing pain a negative test brought every month. My prayers are with you. From the ashes comes beauty.

  • Chuyen Pham
    Chuyen Pham 2 hafta önce

    💔 Thank you for being brave, transparent & inspirational. Most of us look at Steven & Desi as a perfect couple, perfect life, perfect house; Desi has perfect skin, hair, body, etc.. Some just assumed that their life is easier than us. Desi’s honesty in her vulnerable stories truly made me admired how strong & beautiful she is inside out - and it reminded us to be kind to one another - never judging anyone else bc you haven’t known their life stories yet.. The strength that you carry to live your best life , running your YouTube & makeup business; survived and striving through everything with your husband is definitely worth sharing to your fans! Thank you again! You inspired us, Desi! ❤️ Stay strong 🌟

  • CompleteBeautyTreat
    CompleteBeautyTreat 2 hafta önce

    I heard this theory from a Romanian pop artist that whenever she would want to get pregnant she would go on a long vacation somewhere relaxing and it would happen for her... maybe get away from everything and everyone rent a hut in Mexico somewhere beautiful or air bnb in Hawaii get away for a month and I believed you will get pregnant ... your body needs to feel truly relax ... go there and have fun and be one with nature

  • Vanessa Alvarez
    Vanessa Alvarez 3 hafta önce

    I had a hard time getting pregnant for about 6-7 months. I ended up using the clear blue ovulation tests they sell at Walmart. You pee on a stick every day after your period and each day it tells you one of three things: not ovulating, fertile, or ovulating. I got pregnant using these tests. You should try them and see if/ when your ovulating!
    Good luck💫

  • Brandy Madison
    Brandy Madison 3 hafta önce

    I love you desi. I never have suffered a miscarriage but I have been trying for 5 years. I no everything ur feeling besides miscarrying and I am very sorry and I can’t imagine how heartbreaking that was. But moving on with fertility treatment has helped me. For me I have PCOS and I do not ovulated on my own. Idk if it will help with you but if fertility medicine/treatments/steps doesn’t work you will know more of where you are in this situation. Like just accepting for sure what is happening and what you can and can’t do. I know it’s scary and your afraid and I no how much it hurts and if I was by u I would just give u a big hug. And thank you for opening up this just made me take a deep breath of relief knowing someone is out there knowing exactly how it feels. You will b in my thoughts girl. 💙

  • Samantha Beatty
    Samantha Beatty 3 hafta önce

    Start taking a tbsp of black seed oil everyday!! Changes lives !!

  • Rashida Duncan
    Rashida Duncan 3 hafta önce

    Have you started trying again? I can totally relate after going through a loss 4 times. It's tough. Hang in there. God knows your heart and will answer your prayers.

  • DiiView
    DiiView 3 hafta önce

    I love you so much Desi. I pray your dream comes true ❤️ & you are not alone we do feel you

  • Amal X
    Amal X 3 hafta önce

    You're soooo strong for sharing this Desi, you have no idea how much respect I have for you after watching this. Have faith that God has a greater plan for you and everything happens for a reason. When it's your time it's your time and it is predestined

  • Jen Morris
    Jen Morris 3 hafta önce

    I didn’t see this video at the time but Desi you are an amazing woman! You will have a family and you will be the most amazing Mom one day!! All of these tears and hardships will be worth it x

  • Romy Noack
    Romy Noack 3 hafta önce

    NEVER give up. Believe in and it will be happen one day. your such a wonderful lovely person, one day you get what you want, for sure. many kisses and hugs 2u

  • Leonore Del Valle
    Leonore Del Valle 3 hafta önce

    Good luck mama, i hope everything turns out well for the both of you! Keep your head up, it will happen.

  • becky jones
    becky jones 3 hafta önce

    You are very brave and vulnerable right now. Keep Hope alive. I went through so much pain and so many treatments for years before giving birth finally 2 weeks before my 45th birthday. I lost his twin, but my boy is now a beautiful 6 year old angel. This will happen to you. Prayers to you.

  • breezybb
    breezybb 3 hafta önce

    Can you please do a follow up to this video? I am kind of going through the same thing at the moment and would love to hear how this is turning out for you.

  • V V.
    V V. 3 hafta önce

    Don’t buy into the online YouTube audience “pseudo love”. We don’t know you like that. We like your videos because it feeds our vanity- it gives us tools to be more vain and more superficial in the name of “beauty” - and in turn it feeds your need for acceptance, relativity and human approval. (God how wretched we are!) shut this world out and find true life and perhaps you will become a mother ready to show your child that life isn’t ...this!

  • Lupita Bee
    Lupita Bee 4 hafta önce

    It breaks my heart hearing this. No one should ever experience a miscarriage. I pray you get blessed with a child one day❤️ Even Miracles take a little time.

  • Tiffany Thornton
    Tiffany Thornton 4 hafta önce

    OMG, Desi! You are so BRAVE. You are so Courageous! You are helping so many people. Keep praying, Desi. And did you know Gabrielle Union and Dwane Wade had trouble getting pregnant and they recently had a baby? Keep the hope alive. Read Gabrielle's book, "We need more wine." She talks about her journey to having a baby. Your not alone. Keep your head up!!!

  • Medicine and Mascara
    Medicine and Mascara 4 hafta önce

    I know you probably won’t see this, but I feel your struggle. I have been there and know how hard it is. You are not alone, I am praying for you 💛 it will happen!

  • Karina Van der Woodsen
    Karina Van der Woodsen 4 hafta önce

    She kinda reminds me of Jennifer Lopez , both strong and beautiful women who build their own emipres! 😍🙌🏻🔥

  • familia g'Z
    familia g'Z 1 ay önce

    Put your trust and faith in the Lord he listens🙏

  • Miljana Lakovic
    Miljana Lakovic 1 ay önce

    You are such a nice person. I wish you all the best in life, thank you, you stopped my circle of opssesive thinking about this subject, like I think that every women one day become you in this, for everything you want, it doesnt matter if its baby, or health or whatever. I hope that you are in a new place right now in your mind. Thank you, if it means something to you, this was very healing for me. ♥️

  • Sofia Isaksson
    Sofia Isaksson 1 ay önce

    Thank you for sharing. Sending prayers.